“Re-examine all you have been told at school or church or in any book, dismiss whatever insults your own soul, and your very flesh shall be a great poem and have the richest fluency not only in its words but in the silent lines of its lips and face and between the lashes of… Continue reading Why isn’t it working for me? Another mindful exploration of life…
Yesterday I was at the Rain Room at LACMA with my sweetie. He, with a keen eye for composition, was snapping lots of pics. Afterwards he was showing me the ones of me…many of which my response was “Ugh, those are awful.” Delete, delete, delete. He became sullen and when I inquired into his mood,… Continue reading Mindfulness, Kindness and Projection
I would rather be thinking about all the whos in whoville and hanging twinkle lights…but I’m not. I’m worried about dying. Maybe because my kids have been with their dad since Thanksgiving and I have more brain space than usual. I have no one to hang twinkle lights for. A perfectly juicy, rich, smelly… Continue reading Death and Twinkle Lights: the gift of mindfulness and starting where you are
That’s my theme song this week. A love song. From me, to me. I fucked up. I hate when that happens. Really really hate it. Thinking about my theme song and what it means when I screw up. I was doing the best I could when I booked flights during winter break based on past… Continue reading Have a Little Faith in Me
Hey love, If you just spent an hour in bed surfing for inspiration, not wanting to get out from under the covers yet, and you missed the window for your morning meditation, this is for you. And me. No beating yourself up! Shit happens. I promise, a beating will not help you get out of… Continue reading Monday Love
Happy Friday from beautiful and chilly Monterey, CA. Going to keep it short and sweet today. There’s a rugged coastline with jaw-dropping views calling my name. Staying with my theme Go Outside, Now. Or today, “Shut up and Dance with Me.” Embodying my mindfulness practice. Embodying my emotions. Embodying my deep feminine nature, means literally… Continue reading Shut Up and Dance With Me
Good morning beauty, Today I invite into the open all of the small, young, scared parts of me. Any old hurts or dodgy beliefs that are blocking me from my highest self. I welcome you with open arms. I see you and I hear you. I am here to hold you. Heal you. Love you.… Continue reading Monday Love
Hi. How’s it going? I labored for nearly 5 hours on my post today before deciding to scrap it (for now anyway). It was a hot mess. A lovely reflection of my insides right now. I was close to being “finished” but when I read it my heart was pounding and my body was bursting… Continue reading Go Outside, Now
Goodmorning beauty, Let me just say, in case you have forgotten, you are an irresistible force of nature. A time turning, magical manifestor of sweetness. A hardworking, bad ass Mama. A sassy, sexy, swanky lady of majestic vision. You have heart and soul and wisdom spilling from your supple, snaking curves. And I… Continue reading Monday Love
I thought, that with all my years of writing love letters—for me, for my book—for this blog, that this process had been fully explored, but OMG! Writing this is kicking my ass. Maybe because there is so much my body and my heart are trying to process right now. Maybe because there is so much… Continue reading Embracing the Critic
the love letter projects 